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Monday, June 3, 2013

Wants and Needs Control our Lives

Wants and Needs Control our Lives  

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   Fighting for what you want
         is a sure path 
            to unhappiness. 

Living in God's grace depending on Him to supply your needs brings abundant joy to the heart that only God can so graciously provide.  Learning to discern your needs from your wants is a life long journey with the Holy Spirit guiding your path.  WANTS are circumstancial in the everyday environment we find ourselves;  they change with the wind, grow with being met, and ultimately lead to self-distruction when you live life depending on your selfish self-confidence.   Persistent pursuit of our wants only leads to a life in chaos, but God's joy in our hearts brings peace to our lives.  

Pray for your needs to be met, it's ok to be specific, but end your prayers as Jesus did, "Not my will, but yours be done."

To have the Holy Spirit in your heart,
 "pray and pray and pray.... everyday".....
                                                especially for others.



Matthew 16:25 NIV [Jesus Speaking]

For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it.

Thanks be to God
lonnie
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Wednesday, January 2, 2013

The Power of Prayer, Part 3



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Some thoughts about prayer 
in considerations surrounding this incident described in Part 1 and 2.


Reading Part 1 and Part 2 of the Power of Prayer will make these comments more meaningful.  If you have not read “The Power of Prayer” click these links:


Click here for>> The Power of Prayer Part 1

The Power of Prayer Part 2


1.    In the writing “The Power of Prayer” there was an event of seeing soldiers with their rifles on their shoulders marching to the firing range.  This was a most fortuitous event leading to an answer to my problem and some might say a coincidence.  However, with God, there are no coincidences.  He is creative and just as a parent, wants to help His children.  God is not in the business of making things easy for His children and this is a failing of parents in their desire to make life better for their children than they had.  God will provide, supply, and see to our needs but sometimes you have to give up, look up, and open up your mind for His solution, or you just might not recognize it. 
For the longest time after that Friday morning of May 1972, I thought the idea of a gun sight to solve my navigation problem was my idea.  When in January of 2009 I began to earnestly pray often everyday, it was then I began to think otherwise about everything about accomplishments in my life.  At the very least, God gave me life, God gave me eyes to see, God gave me this brain to think, and God puts ideas in my head to follow through on.  God gives us ideas to follow through on and do His work.  The difficult part is our work, our following through on what He gives us to do.
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2.    Heavy emotional events in our lives requiring solutions often come in profoundly low spiritual moments.  It is then we are equally more open to listening and confessing we are helpless, useless, and without hope.   I am thankful for perhaps the first moment in my life I truly felt hopeless and I submitted to asking for His help.


It is when:

we in that helplessness we submit ourselves to His grace,

in our acknowledgement of helplessness and in His grace we
     become our greatest in the Kingdom,
when we acknowledge that we are helpless to solve our 
     problems that we are more ready to 
    clearly open our hearts to Him,
and we are humbly in acceptance of His will, then

     it is in these spiritually low and “poor in spirit’ conditions

     we are most ready to receive the abundant Grace 
     of His solutions in His kingdom; and
he will provide abundant solutions, 
often just barely on time. 


God wants for us to have hope, faith, and patience; He will take care of consequences.  He did with Abraham, He did it with Moses and King David, He did it with the Jews of Jesus, Martin Luther, and others; and, He will do it with you.  
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3.    Parental guidance and living their faith all their life led me to remaining in church.  Even when I did not seem to be spiritually fed, I continued my practice of going to church.
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4.    In and through your faith, in your prayers focus your concern on others and pray more for them rather than yourself.  You will find your concerns diminish and your sinful worry far less intrusive in your life.  Just as it did for me, humble prayer will open your mind to solutions.  Just remember, your solutions to important projects are often inspirations within you but not of or from you.
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5.    In my prayers in those days of war, I found my humble prayers the most powerful when I prayed to be in God's will.  I learned to end my prayers just like Jesus did, "Not my will, but your will be done."  Pray everyday for God to show you His Plan, His Will, and His Way for your life.  Pray for the Holy Spirit to provide you the guidance to recognize what God has for you.
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6.    Asking God to show me the solution was a humble moment and as like most people, we humans like to do things for ourselves.  I firmly believed and submitted to God that the only way this airdrop problem would be solved was for God to show me.   The “show me” came in the form of a question concerning the rifle carrying soldiers.  I firmly believe my knowledge and experience initiated the details of the solution, but it was the inspiration of the question that caused me to realize that solution.  Man can do things, God inspires great things.
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7.    Inspired solutions can come in the form of a question as it was with me.  The sad part, I did not fully realize until many years later that the question was truly an inspirational event.  I prayed for God to show me a solution and His answer was by putting a question in my mind the next day.  It was a question I thought came from within me.  When the Holy Spirit inspires, it is up to us to respond and recognize the inspirations come not from within ourselves but from the Holy Spirit.  This is hard to accept, deal with, and incorporate into our thinking as society teaches us to depend on ourselves.  Self-dependence and self-confidence is a myth perpetrated by society through selling books, videos, and other assortment of self-help instructions.   True confidence comes in our dependence on the Lord and through the Guidance of the Holy Spirit.
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8.    A result of prayer beyond the outcome of the request is the peace of mind that comes through humble submissive prayer.  On this and other occasions of great stress, my experience, my witness, my Godly realization is that my stress level is reduced and clarity in thinking is enhanced through prayer.  I have learned too, that there is scientific evidence in the studies of the activity of the brain during prayer that bears this to be true.

Thanks be to God

lonnie (c)

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Publication  0087

The Power of Prayer, Part 2


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Part 2

Part 1 is the basis of understanding Part 2 and Part 3.

Training is Profoundly Important


I was truly worried and on leaving the squadron that evening, doom and gloom was beginning to heavily weigh on me.  What I was being asked to do was of profound importance to 300 American and S. Vietnamese soldiers surrounded by 40,000 bad guys.  Quite literally, their lives, their health, and the comfort of their lives was, in part, dependent on what we were trying to do, along with the B52 bombers and Cobra gunships were helping keeping the enemy at bay.  According to emails I have received in 2012 from an American commander in An Loc, they were getting some supplies from the air, but much of what was dropped with conventional methods in those days was either not hitting the soccer field or crashing on impact due to poor conditions.


I was quite profoundly worried.  I talked to a number of pilots and navigators in my neighborhood that evening.  But, no one had any good ideas to help my navigation problems.  As I laid down that night for bed, my worry was completely overwhelming me making logical thinking impossible.  I had no answers.  As I tried to go to sleep there was greater doom and gloom concerning the next day filling my mind. The general was depending on me as he had no clues as to how to do it!  As I tried to sleep, I tossed and turned for what seemed an eternity as panic began seeping in.  But, my training suddenly paid off.


The answer to my doom and gloom was truly a moment to behold.  It had been perhaps 14 years since my last nightly prayer.  But, somehow, my training kicked in, and I began to pray.


To this day, I am amazed that the thought of praying came to my mind but, parental training was effective.  I do not remember how much I prayed and little of my words, but regardless of the time I spent praying, my final words I remember well, "Lord, if this can be done, you will have to show me how to do it."  And, suddenly, the panic was still as sleep came to me.


Waking up the next morning feeling rested and good, there was little doom and gloom on my mind.  I seemed in a hurry to get to the Army Lab with a most positive outlook.  On the way to the base, I drove through Fort Bragg as I always did, but thinking about the airdrop solution.  I took notice of a group of soldiers, maybe 15-20, marching with their rifles, no doubt to the rifle range.  This really was an unusual sight.  Many times, I remember seeing soldiers on Fort Bragg marching but with their rifles, never.  It was then, a truly inspired thought came to mind, "How can they hit the bullseye of a target at perhaps 1000 feet, and I cannot hit a dropzone a mile wide?"


Learning Failure is a 

Stepping Stone to Success

God taught me in that moment that solutions often come in asking the right questions as the answer was immediate, "They have a gun sight and I don't!"  Immediately, the "how" to create a gun sight that I could mount on the plane and use it to help me position the plane was in my mind!  Long story short:  men in the Army Lab on the flight line had the tools to make what I needed, we mounted in on the armored panel next to the co-pilot, and after the third drop that 2nd day, I was consistently within 5 yards of the intended point of impact on the  ground, from 6000 feet!  Over the next three days we made a total of 65 practice drops and then I was rotated to Vietnam to implement the system with wonderful success.    (My arrival to Vietnam is another story in the Power of Prayer.)


The bad guys laid siege to An Loc until late July but they stopped getting our supplies as the system I helped develop was widely used for resupply, especially of much needed water and medical supplies.


This whole event was a turning point in my life, more so now, than at the time.  My prayer life improved a little bit over the next years, but this event means more to me now, then it did then.  There were more difficult events to come where I resurrected my prayer life.  In the link below, you can read about them too.  There is a Vietnam menu link below about finding peace to guide our plane to a safe landing on the menu as well.


Today,
I pray often everyday.  I know, I absolutely know, I totally and without doubts know that daily humble, submissive prayer will change your life.  I encourage you to pray often every day, pray before your feet hit the floor in the morning, driving to work, at work, driving home, at meals, before you go to bed, and pray as you go to sleep.  It will change your life.  The more you humbly pray, the more you will experience Gods results in your life.  My experience is that the doom and gloom of life is much more abated by having a regular prayer life.  It is all about experiencing the Holy Spirit in your heart.


"To have the Holy Spirit in your heart, you must pray, and pray, and pray. . . everyday."


Thanks be to God.

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In Part 3, contains some thoughts about prayer in considerations surrounding this incident. 

 I hope you have seen what the power of prayer can do for the life or an ordinary person.  The same can happen for you.

Click here for:
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Publication  0086

The Power of Prayer, Part 1


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As you will see, I am a strong believer in the power of prayer.  Prayer is the single most important connection we have with God and fellow Christians.  Just like parents, God is sad when He does not hear from us.  

Growing up in a fairly strict Lutheran Church in the 1950's and 60's I heard many prayers.  Maybe, I even said a few.  I can remember private prayer time in the mornings at a church camp where we were suppose to pray.  I may have prayed some then, but that was 50+ years ago as of this writing.  Mother would pray with me on most nights when I was small, say less than 10 years old.  When I hit my teen years she must have thought all her prayers for me would be enough.  And, as it has turned out, maybe it was; but I should have been praying too.   The bottom line, at 24 years old, private praying had not been a part of my daily or even monthly routine for over 14 years.  I was hearing prayers at church all those years, but a personal prayer life just never kicked in.  


But, in time, training and a mother's good example, however small or long ago, prayer training paid off. 


Background Information


Please bear with me as I describe what many soldiers went through during the late Vietnam era.


In 1969 I won the lottery, the draft lottery or another way to see it, the lottery to see which lucky people would be forced into the military for Vietnam duty.  On national TV, all the birthdays were picked just like the lottery we see on TV now for Powerball.  The birthdays, all 366 of them were on ping pong balls and they came out of the cage, just like the lottery on TV today.  My birthday was the 35th one picked, but it was the same as winning.  I was a college senior 'living' in a dorm.  I was notified about seven days later that in June of 1970 I would be drafted into the Army if I did not volunteer.


For almost eight years the dread of the Vietnam war hung over me.  I had years of thoughts on being drafted, my thoughtful plan was, "Find something that requires a lot of training, the longer the better, and maybe the war will be over before I am fully trained."  The war was winding down from two years earlier and I thought maybe it will be over by the time I could be trained.  In February, 1970, I joined the Air Force to fly and navigate air planes, two years training at a minimum.  My plan was set.  It is sad, I never talked to God about it.


As time went by, my plan was working.  The war continued to wind down as I went through Officer training and then Navigator training.  22 months after my entry into the Air Force, I was a combat qualified navigator for a C-130 cargo plane.  By Spring 1972, there were about 700 active C-130 navigators in the Air Force and only 40 in S.E. Asia.  My prospects of going to Vietnam in March of '72 looked slim.  My plan had worked, there was even talk of a reduction in force, and people were being forced out of the Air Force!  That was good for me, my plan of nearly 10 years was working, and things were looking great ...... until.


Plan A fails, time for Plan B


The bad part of Plan B, there was no Plan B.  About a week after I was combat qualified, the North Vietnamese Army (NVA) sent about 200,000 regular troops into South Vietnam.  About 40,000 surrounded a small but important crossroads town of An Loc about 60 miles North of Saigon.  All of a sudden my Plan A was going down in flames.  But, praying was still not on my mind.  At no time did I ever pray about anything during those years, until early May, 1972.


It was Thursday, the first week of May in 1972 when I was "volunteered" to form a crew to assist the Army with testing a new air drop technique.  "Air drop" consists of placing the plane in the proper spot in the air to push out a 2000 lb bundle and that bundle lands on a predetermined spot on the ground.  I was fully qualified to do this at 1200 feet above the ground.  But, things change, especially in war.


A little town in S. Vietnam changed the needs for air drop.  With 40,000 NVA soldiers surrounding that little town of An Loc and wanting to overrun and control the town and its crossroads the Air Force was called to the task.  It became the requirement of the Air Force to resupply the town from the air.  The problem, a gigantic problem was air drop from only 1200 feet.  40,000 bad guys (NVA soldiers) shooting at you from only 1200-1500 feet is not healthy for a C-130 airplane and crews, likewise the new hand carried surface to air missle, SA-7.  Our planes were getting badly shot up with simple small arms fire from the ground as the Air Force was trying to resupply 300 of our surrounded soldiers in An Loc.  The new requirement was air drop from 6,000 feet and the drop zone being a soccer field.  The target for the first bundle from the airplane was the goal net area of the soccer field.  

Parachute Load being Positioned in the Plane

My crew and I arrived at the Army Testing Lab at Pope AFB in North Carolina on a Thursday afternoon and learned of our assignment.  It was to make perfect the capability to drop a 2000 lb bundle from 6,000 feet and hit within 10 meters/yards of a soccer goal. "General, this is impossible, you are nuts", was my first thought.  I had a few other choicey words I choose not to publish.  But, a lieutenant does not tell a General he is absolutely stupidly crazy.  He told me, "Lieutenant, it is your job to determine how to put the plane in the air to hit within 10 meters of the intended soccer goal from 6,000 feet."  My perspective on this requirement was this: my training was at 1200 feet, where an acceptable error was 300 yards/meters and a great score was 100 yards/meters, all this on Fort Bragg's Holland drop zone nearly a mile wide and three miles long.  My honest belief,  a drop error of only 10 meters and a drop zone the size of a soccer field at 6000 feet was absolutely, unconditionally, without exception, totally, and completely mission impossible!

Green Light, Out Goes the Load

On Thursday, we made three test drops. The first drop had a error of 600 yards, six times the length of a soccer field and sixty times the intended margin of error. My second drop was 500 or so yards to the left of target. My third drop was, well.... it totally missed the mile wide by three miles long drop zone! I completely missed the whole, entire three square miles of the Holland drop zone. I was right! This was mission impossible! But, with God, I was going to truly learn that "an impossible mission" is quite possible.


I went home that night thinking I am the wrong guy in the wrong place at the wrong time to figure this out, but my squadron commander told me I knew more about how not to do it than anyone in the Air Force and would not replace me.
Load in Free Fall

Doom and Gloom
was setting in.

Thanks be to God
lonnie  (c) 

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In Part 2,  the success of the project is discussed and why my first bedtime prayer in 14 years yielded the successful results.

Click here:   The Power of Prayer, Part 2  

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Publication  0085




Thursday, December 6, 2012

Menu Observations from Vietnam

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The Power of Prayer
        Having been given a combat mission, which was thought an impossible mission. I truly learned that God does answer prayers and especially prayers where the needs for others are great.  This relates how a prayer after a 14 year absence of praying was answered in a most profound manner, the next morning, and in a most unexpected process.  

Who or What Do you Trust
        Landing at night, Raining beyond visibility, my crew could only trust me to bring us down - safely.

On Being Lost
    It is always a good idea to know where you are and where you are going.  The trick is to know when you are lost.  There is great discomfort in discovering you are lost, and it is too late.

Self-Confidence
      Self-Confidence is highly over-rated.  There are better places to put our confidence.  




Saturday, December 1, 2012

Random Thoughts November 2012

Observations and Random Thoughts,  
November 2012
                                                                                               


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  • John 14:6 NKJV

    Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me."
 Everything we think, say, or do is either building our relationship with Jesus Christ or is tearing it down.  
There is no status quo.

Faith-  We all have faith in many different ways and things.

1-  We have faith driving on a two lane road at sixty miles an hour.  Our faith is in ourselves that we can stay on our side of the road.  And, we have great faith in the unknown driver coming at us at 60 miles an hour that he will stay on his side of the road.  It almost sounds stupid to have that much faith in so many people we do not know.

2-  We go to a doctor and have faith that he/she will pay enough attention to us to diagnose our illness properly but,  never thinking about the fact that doctor's themselves call what they do "a practice".  We have faith that his practice on us is good and accurate.


3-  We place entirely too much faith in ourselves.  Part of the problem is we forget most of the failures we caused for ourselves and/or we blame others for our failures.  We remember the good outcomes of our decision making that creates too much self-confidence.  Our self-confidence can quickly evaporate when it becomes smothered in a good mess we create for ourselves.  God does not have to test us or give us trials, we do enough of that for ourselves.


4-  We board a plane, and what is the first thing the flight staff will do?  They tell you what to do if the plane crashes!  Makes you wonder if you really want to fly.  Then, sometimes there is a "hold" on the flight because of maintenance problems.  Then, a scruffy maintenance guy comes on the airplane with some heavy, thick, wide tape, then you think, "do I really want to fly?"  Then, you remember the last sign you saw as you drove up to the airport, the sign said, "Terminal".  Flying- it takes a lot of faith, especially when you consider that most of the parts that make up the plane and hold it together were built by the lowest bidder.


5-  Why is it we have faith in hard, difficult, time consuming work?  We have faith in our work to help make us happy!  We eat up our time working so hard to buy labor saving devices and to provide for the best for our family that we have less time and energy for the very thing we worked so hard for.  It is all about values.  In spending time away from home and working hard to provide for the family, we often demonstrate poor values and fail to teach our children the important values in our lives.  Teaching our children our reliance on God's love rather than having things in our lives is a life time process and experience.


6-  I know of some people who will say, "I am a good spiritual person, I rarely attend church but I respect other's beliefs."  If they are aware of or know Jesus as the Son of God, I wonder if He will know them when their time comes?

7-  In times of trouble:  When people of faith say "Why me?", maybe they need to pray for a little more patience and and for a whole lot less arrogance.  When People of no faith say "Why Me?", I wonder who they think they are talking to, and I feel sorry for them.        A student told me one day, "Mr. Coggins, I do not believe in God".  I just looked at him and told him that I felt sorry for him.  He had a puzzled look on his face.  I hope one day he will understand before too much trouble comes his way.


Finally,  we often spend too much of our life and effort putting our faith in people and things and too little time putting our faith in the one who created it all:  the things, time, faith, and people.  We often wait until it is too late and we really have missed important elements in our lives before we wonder where we went wrong.  We should learn to pray about the little decisions in our lives before they become the big problems we should never have.  If we develop the habit of praying about the little decisions we make, we are more ready and more likely to pray about the big decisions.  In sincere, submissive praying, we come to trust God  with our lives.  Praying is good for us as it causes us to think more about the alternatives and the possible results of decisions.  In prayer, we come to realize we need to be depending on God for His guidance, most importantly, we should pray for courage to come to think in terms of "What Would Jesus Do".


Everything you think, say, or do is either building your relationship with Jesus Christ or is tearing it down.  There is no status quo in knowing, feeling, and desiring Christ in your life.  The best way to build relationships is through communications, and communications with God- we call it prayer.


Thanks be to God
lonnie

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Publication 0081

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Self Confidence, Part 2 of 2

Self-Confidence    Part 2 of 2
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Acts 4:8 
"Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them, "Rulers of the people and elders, 9 If we are questioned today because of a good deed done to someone who was sick and are asked how this man has been healed, 10 let it be known to all of you, and to all the people of Israel, that this man is standing before you in good health by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead. "

In Part 1, Acts 4:1-15  and John 20: 18-23 was presented  to show what renewed confidence does to a person, Jesus' disciple Peter, who after Jesus' Crucifixion becomes afraid of what might happen next to him and the believers, and in a moment ready to do battle for his cause at hand.

This week, a more modern day story.

It was a little town called An Loc, on Hwy 13, about 60 miles North of Saigon that in April of 1972 the North Vietnamese launched an “Easter Offensive” pouring 200,000 ‘bad guys’ into South Vietnam from the North.  About 50,000 of those soldiers from the North (NVA) positioned themselves around this little town of 15,000 and 300 American and Vietnamese soldiers, tough Rangers.  A siege began that lasted into the end of July. 



To save that town and soldiers from being over-run by the NVA, the U. S. Air Force was tasked to air drop supplies into a soccer field.  A long story short, this author was tasked to develop a revolutionary airdrop technique to hit the leading edge of the field from 10,000 feet, this to provide to the troops fragile supplies in one ton bundles.  After three days, the development was finished and it was time to go to war.  Being a green 24 year old lieutenant, just 2 months qualified as a navigator in my plane, upon arrival in Saigon, June 3, 1972  I was.... well...  absolutely and unconditionally petrified and scared of dying the next day. 

Three C-130’s similar to my plane had been shot down over An Loc in the run-up to my arrival in Saigon.  On June 3 at 00:45 AM, I arrived at my little blacked out dorm room in Saigon, truly petrified and hardly able to control my fearful emotions. The fear of the next day was overwhelmingly debilitating  and exhausting as the feel of impending death took over my soul.  What was I to do?  Many people depended on me the next day, people and soldiers in An Loc.

I was not exactly a prayerful guy at the time, but my training as a child took hold of me and I began to pray.  I prayed for many things, but especially for my life and the lives of my crew, then I closed, “Lord, let me go home in a box, or let me go home as a whole man.”  And then, ... as I had never prayed, it came to me to finish my prayer with, “Not my will but Thine be done.”  Amazingly and immediately....what came to me seemed to be an incrediable miracle.

My life changed in that moment in ways that took nearly 40 years to understand.  But, in that moment, in that prayer, that little blacked out room in all its deep darkness suddenly just glowed as a soft yellow warm light.  In that blacked out room suddenly everything there was visible to my eye.  But there was no common source for the light, the glow was just there but not coming from one point; it seemed to be coming from everywhere in the room.  The awe of the moment turned my fear into unbelievable assurance of God's protection and instilled in me a Confidence from God that things would work out.  I did not believe necessarily that it would be as I desired in the prayer and had requested, but in time, that prayer came to be.  I did go home a whole man, changed.  A change in the moment but a change that grew over the next 
40 years.  

I slept good that first night and the fear of battle the next day and the days to come was not really on my mind ever again.  In my new confidence, Confidence gained through prayer, I focused on the task, installed the new air drop system, trained many crews, and in July of ‘72 the siege lifted with the Americans, the South Vietnamese Soldiers, and the town "surviving".

I testify that Prayer and especially our humble prayers  changes circumstances and people.  It is a gift from God from and through the Holy Spirit.


And that miracle, in time I came to believe it was not so much a miracle but simply God's Daily work providing a visible assurance through the Holy Spirit in an answered prayer.  In my most humble humility, in that moment God 'spoke' to me and the Holy Spirit filled me.  And God continues to fill me as needed.  I continue to pray often everyday for the Holy Spirit to fill me as my needs arise.  In my humbleness,  God never fails me.

Has God heard from you lately?

Thanks be to God.

(c) lonnie coggins

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An Loc, the Commander’s Story


Air drop techniques have not changed much.
The following is from Afghanistan and is pretty much like as we did in Vietnam.
In about 5 to 8 seconds in a C-130 as you see in the next video about 32,000 pounds of supplies can exit the air plane, more from C141’s and C-5’s.

One of the biggest changes now is that airdrop is pretty much computerized with GPS guided bundles, sometimes from as high as 35,000 feet.

Air drop, Afghanistan

C-130 High Performance Take Off.... really





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Self-confidence can fly away in a heart beat.  At a high point in my U.S. Air Force career, accomplishing a most important task, I came to a point where I thought I was going to truly die the next day.  It was S. Vietnam, June 3rd, 1972, and military combat was about to become my reality. In my prayer, God Truly Lifted Me.  Click below for more.  Share as you wish on Facebook.
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